Subconscious Mind

Trying my best to focus
as through one ear i hear rambling
tuning out the the worldly things
no more do i push myself to be social
silence... cease to be here listening
white noise in the background
tuning it out mind crumbling
the greatest fear is the one
ive been thinking of
since this morning....
what a restless night
tossing and turning
an extremely disturbing
tone....
left me sad and no where to turn?
so gone jumping high to sky
crossing both fingers
hoping everything is fine!
but, no you constantly drifting
and im stranded....
here somewhat listening
as through one ear i hear rambling
tuning out the worldly things!
pushing all away as my mind steady scambling.