One Sided Love

I put a smile on as I'm dying inside
I've been misused and left for dead
Yet I want her so bad in my life
Her world is spinning while mine has stopped
I scream in silence trying to find a way
Trying to find a way out of this empty darkness
She says she loves but I know it s not me
Deeply inside I just keep decaying
I'm trapped in my mind my own prison cell
I'm growing deeply tormented as there's no way out
I call for her but she's not there
She's with him telling how she cares
She tells me she loves me
But I know it's fake
I tell her I love her but
I'm the only one true