Ode to you, but I am stuck

Hi, my love that said, yes.
That said, I was your favorit.
Hello, my friend that sat by me,
where is that now,
Asi if there was n'ver us.
My there's, now where did you go ! dang -
I am now alone ! Anger!  This was us, and you spit me into nothingness !
I heard you say, I was pretty, and sexy, but I'm nor now worthy...my love..my dear.
Doing life has been, a sentence of criminal life.
In'vr  forgot your kisses, nor that last you dared to..attack me with !!
Why did you do that to me, love me ??
The boat afloats on Mud and slime, they cremated you, and I'm  not free.
The blacks here think, we get it easy, buit dear I know that error easy.
As I see it, the lines were drawn, against us, since the early pawns. That horrid group of people came, to help my ex and hurt us,  babe.