Moody Blaster

Moody Blaster
By: ForeverSwt727

I am tired of the same old thing
when I just want to scream, not sing
yet I am locked in my own jail
and all she knows is to say I fail

Why do I have to deal with her?
When you say I have six months, are you for sure?
I let it go in one ear
And out the other for another to hear

...*sigh*...

The minute I graduate in May twenty ten
I will hideout and have my own beautiful hen
to lay eggs as my excuse to stay away
as you feel sorry for what you had to say

But it is too late to undo what you have done
or to shoot the past with a gun
so just learn from this error
everyday as you look in a mirror

and remind yourself to let others be
the way they not you want them to see
because you are trying to tell me what to do
and I am dying alive dealing with all this fuel...

May 2010 will you come faster
Or I may forget how to deal with this loud moody blaster
Because everyone tells me to ignore it
When sometimes I want to blow a fire fit

Deep breaths can only do so much
when I am sick of your hatred touch
just because I am not your slave
does not mean you should kick me in this cave

Please get the hell away from me
because I want to be alone with he
and others who care
and know how to love and share

Is it really that hard to show with love
or are you waiting for me to pull out that boxing glove
that my brother from another mother
taught me how to protect when it is not time to be sweet as butter

If you want another fight
go do it with another knight
because I am done with your bullshit
just because you refuse to understand my lady lit

I am the power of a goddess of goodness
whether you see it or less
but I do not have time to confess
to you anymore since you just make it a mess.

I am moving on to a better life
as I eventually become a wife
and have a happy time
without you nagging me as sour as a lime

Because I am FOREVER sweet
whether you like it messy or neat
and I will avoid the mean
like yourself as I grow my princess bean

and blossom to a flower
while you go cry in the shower.
I no longer care what you say
as long as I have my life to lay

And know for myself what is best
as I continue to live my life with my life vest
because I am invincible in my mind
by being nothing but wholeheartedly kind

And I only appreciate those who are free
and care, love, and share without the fee.
Just because I live with you
does not mean I am your poor loser boo

Please open your damn eyes
and stop spoon feeding me these lies
unless you want me in a black rut
but I know what is really good for my gut

And it does not include you in this path
so I will clean away your sins in my bath
and drain away you dirt
because you are as filthy as your shirt

It is too bad you are too old
to see this mess you will never unfold
I am sorry I can no longer give a helping hand
as I am ready to rock out my own music band

Since it is my time to shine
and ignore your flippin whine
because there is a point
where you sprained my knee joint

The blame should be on you as you contributed to my pains
when all I am waiting for are the gains
yet I am now in debt from this
and I do not know what I miss

So lost in this world and storm
and I need someone to keep me warm
as I am constantly with a cold
and live as a dragon leo with strong bold

Save me from my dizzy heart
because all these soldiers shot me with a killer dart.
Will you let me sink or swim
or forbid me to see him?

Why do I write what is on my mind?
I guess it is to help me find
what make me glad
and not mad or sad

Because I am searching hard
for that winner card
that reads my life will be
as sweet and happy and free as the ocean sea.

*sigh*