I wonder

I wonder if your word flow is as true as your heart
I wonder if you desire to express your emotions but dont
because your social environment does not allow you to
I wonder if your thoughts and emotions
  will comply with your later actions
Or is it a suitability of the situation
I wonder if love is a cry of insanity
I wonder about my inner sensations and do you have them as well
I wonder about countless things all day and all night
until I loose my ability to tell my conscious from my unconscious that
steers me away from the world itself
I wonder if my emotions are too tangible to share and will these
words disturb our relationship
There is only one thing I dont wonder about and thats
My life without you