I will love to have a happy life!

This world is so sad and cold.
I allway forgive you but the
hurt is in my heart.Love is
a gift to me you have to cherish it.
I know you had her hid and waited for
you.This hurt so much I'm cry all time.
I tell you can't fool me but that ok.
I have a lot pain now.I tell you i will
never hurt you but you hurt me lot.
My heart can't take it.
I tell you i love you
I tell you call me
but ready you was call her but that ok.
Why do I stay in California to get hurt.
I'm so confused why did you do this to me?
I tell you in my last poem i
don't want the pain to come back but
it back. Right now am going crazy
i have know body to talk to.
I still love you.