I found myself in Wonderland

Fell in a hole; don't know how to get out
I feel like no one can hear me no matter how loud I shout
Is this real or is it all a show
I'm getting more insane as I shrivel and I grow
I've met new friends that just drive me mad
And now this madness is making me sad
I've lost myself in Wonderland
Now everything is getting out of hand
Curiosity killed the cat and now it's killing me too
Why do I ignore everything that is true?
Fell into madness; don't care anymore
Somehow my life is better than before
There's no more critics; no one to call me strange
I'm now in a world that no one wants me to change
Here I can finally feel like a star
I am bonkers; but all the great people are
Before, I felt like I was drowning in sand
But now I found myself in Wonderland