I Care

Deep blue eyes, piercing my soul
When I looked at them, I felt whole
But you rejected possiblity
You wanted someone instead of me

The pain I feel is deeply within
How tired I get, my fake grins
I wonder why you wanted to know me
And I tried to know you, but you had to leave

I don't know your feelings, I won't even try
But if it helps, I've wanted to die
I don't like to cry and I wonder why
This feeling won't end, it won't subside

Through these words and my steady breaths
I hopw you know the truth so I can rest
I don't even care if you understand or not
only that you care even if I don't understand

When you long to be yourself
I'll walk right beside you
and when you long to be loved and missed
I'll hold your hand tight and I'll miss you