I am Done Caring for You...

Ok, so I have been nice, at times too nice as you call it! For years I have allowed others to put me down & use me as literally a doormat, that you all think that because I try too hard & (yes I do I know I do) take too much so I deserve it?.. Or all the other nonsense I hear?.. Well Ok, I am tired of humbling myself because I worry about everyone's feelings & you all know I go out of my way NOT TO HURT purposely & for that reason many too advantage right? I said I was going to disappear when I got SICK of the ABUSE. I have been gone (to many of you for 18 years) & some thought I died, some thought & still think I am on crack etc., & I take it all, still humble myself & turn the other cheek . NOW 18 years later I accomplish everything I said I would! Without many of your help & now that I have done just that… some of you still HATING on me or (proper English) Envy me for whatever reason who knows?.. well I am tired of hiding abilities because it offends you/others & while as sick as I am I still do for myself what no one wanted me to do or even thought I COULD!.. So I am done TRYING to pleasing you all… Always turning the other cheek. I am giving some of you chances, that none of you deserve & others the chapter has come to an end… I told you all you would miss me as a friend. I am now going to show you that even now this sick as I am… I can still get up just like every time one of you told me I could not & I told some of you I can because Christ sustains me.. Well.. who do you think has been carrying me all these years?.. Definitely not you…So seriously if you have nothing to offer me leave me alone! I am sick! Now let me recover in peace! If you not going to help, keep your comments to yourselves! As you tell me! While I was only trying to help & unlike many I actually did! I didn’t just pretend. All I now have to say is” again thank you. I am still me & it’s not because of you! God bless you!”