hello is it you

I think I would be dead after all I've been through so much time in the hospital  being lost for what to do
waking up on that machine saying hello is it you
18 weeks is such along time in one's mind I forgot so much about us I was blind
the third surgery didn't do the trick they already told me I was still sick
so I guess the fourth one will have to do and I'll be waiting for the door you come through just to say hello is that you