Forgive Me :'(

When we are laughing, I feel bad;
Cause I don't want you to be sad;
I want you to understand that he is just a friend;
Nothing will happen in the end;
I'm sorry for lying to you back then;
I said I wouldn't talk to him, not even be his friend;
My heart cries out for forgiveness from you;
Something I wish I could get from you, too;
We both know that I'm a terrible person;
Because of all this, your faith in me worsens;
I deeply apologize for my stupid doings, you see;
Oh Eric, please forgive me! :'(