Especially in the October Wind

Especially in the October Wind
When I see your innocent,gentle,meek
face in the mist
playing butterflies and bees;lullabies,
seasaws,inundated in spring kiss
I wanna fly to your `midst
I wanna fly hold you tight
kiss you gently everyday,everynight
bring you flowers,bring you pride
Bring you happiness sites beyond sights
I love you too much to die or suicide
Especially in the october wind
When I see my shadows sleep
Shedding now and then tears of love
lost,forgotten,forsaken
I feel so lonely,so empty
The jaws of reality in the seas of serendipity
bite me,engulf me
in tne depthless abyss of rejected dreams