Dying Inside

I feel like I'm dying inside

A little more each day

Nothing seems to matter anymore

Not even that the Holidays

Are coming up again this year.

I don't care what I do

Don't care at all if I do anything

I just want to be online to

Put my Poems on Poetry.com

And also to be on facebook.

Sometime again soon to see all

The pics and see what my family

And friends are going through

and what they all have been doing

And I want to put my posts on there to.

Why, Oh why can't I get online anymore

Nothing matters now , not even how I

Feel or how I'm doing..

I can't go to the Pool for Water Aerobics

Or be online any more at all.

I'm getting like the old Tortoise

I'm crawling deeper into the

shell that is me

I am a shell of the person

I used to be..

　

Faith S. Hudson

November 22, 2014