Doubts arise

The doubts arise when one looks at past
And all that was caused, I feel so aggrieved
Now here I try to be interested
But I'm paralyzed and I try to be a bit daring
Should have rethought, but now I'm late

The doubts arise when one looks at this
I try to look deeply into this accident
Find snake bite
Was I reckless?
The poison makes me numb
Unfairly attacked
I feel so different now

There is no doubt for the future
Only obscure verses which mixed
Insurance I'm innocent and pure
No more blame me I assure
And I venture to look with courage
To and fro without fear
Without hiding any secrets from me