Did I..

First kiss was I
 we both were shy
 F^%$ up did I?

My eyes were tainted with such deprived love

and she did sedate it with such deprived love

I discovered love and the karma behind it

what sets me on fire cuts me to

The adrenaline that fuels my soul

stopped pumping long ago...

My dreams no longer showcase your face

I dream no longer so I wont see your face

I realized when words no longer hit its target

to float off in space, to make dark its place

where theirs no spark, no second chances

just that pretty face you make

when you know, I know

you hate me

to say the feeling is mutual is a lie

I find myself jogging..waiting..to die

First kiss was I
 We both were shy
 F^%$ up did I?
 But change did I....