Did I See To Much

DID I SEE TO MUCH?
WILL I EVER FORGET?
WILL MY SOUL BE CLEANSED?
WILL I FEEL NEW AGAIN?
IS THERE RELIEF FROM THE PAIN?
WILL THERE BE LAUGHTER AGAIN?
TIME CAN HEAL ALL WOUNDS OF THE FLESH
BUT WOUNDS OF THE SOUL SEEM TO NEVER REPAIR.
TIME SEEMS TO STAND STILL
WHEN THERE IS SUFFERING ALL AROUND.
I'M LIVING DAY TO DAY,
HOPE CREEPS IN SLOWLY THE NEW DAY IS HERE.
IS THERE HOPE TO GO ON?
JUST A FEW SECONDS of joy ADDS UP IN THE END.