Deep feelings

Tears are drying on my cheeks,
I feel so blue with these leaks
Trying to struggle above all,
Failing to kick the next ball,
My heart is bleeding
I even stopped singing …

A sigh underlining despair,
Life entangled like my hair
Hope is no more an option,
Life is just a substitution,
My soul fades in the dark
You act like a greedy shark …

Words stopped popping out,
A laugh is better than a shout
My brain is shutting down,
The night makes me frown,
My head deals with decibels
If only I had several shells …

A male who forgot his dignity,
Is like a female with no fantasy
A human being with no respect,
Dreams of having only one aspect,
My path is paved with thorns
But yours drowned among horns …