Deadly Dreams

What is hers had never been yours,
that put your dreams forever at pause,
many believe that's not your lost,
but they are not in your shoes off course!

Many steps that of hers,
Makes you awe with envies,
and that's for sure an additional bonus,
to prettily add up to her petty boldness,
that kill every bit of your confidence,
And to put aside all your childhood madness.

Craziness and madness as it seems,
That's actually your light and your beam,
Probably what you need is a new team,
Or it's a good start to find a better scheme.

I don't know but forever belief,
Friends like that does exist,
It's just like racism, sexism and terrorist,
A plague that can never be dismiss.