Confusion

I think I am confused
From all the abuse
None physical
All just mental
I am tired of hiding
Everything down inside
So here is my life story
That I hope ends in glory
I had to become mature
At a very young age for sure
I was an angel
Till I rebelled
Then I got bad grades
Then dad went on raids
Then I turned to drugs
Instead of help and hugs
But then found out
What life is really about?
And decide to be a better person
And hope I never worsen.