Complicated soul

Where should I go now,
What could I do then,
How can would I know,
What made things happen.

What will I say when,
Growing senses then,
Am I just delirious,
Is life wonderful.

Who is to be trusted,
When will this time turn,
Much needs to be answered,
To a complicated soul.

Need some understanding,
Of this momentum,
Movement is confusing,
Changing things unlearn.

Will you ever see my sight,
Hear my churning thoughts,
Feelings multiplying,
When stillness meets the earth.

There are many in this life,
Frozen deep inside,
Whose movements don't symmetrisize,
With feelings as a whole.

Bit by bit emotions,
Try to reconcile,
Peace waiting surrender,
With a complicated soul.