Anything more

I want to drift away in the clouds,
that swallow the moon.
Become dark like the night,
so much darker than blue.
Because everything seems too much for me tonight,
and this anxiety has left me dying inside.
I want to hide from all of this,
become so unseen.
I'm losing it all again,
what's happening to me?
It never used to be like this.
I was never so afraid.
I was never like this before.
I'm afraid to feel anything more...