All Time Low

I've reached the point of my all time low
I am completely out of ways to maintain status quo
Every thing I have been using to plaster the holes of my heart
Is rotting aways and falling apart
I have no where to turn or go
My feelings I am unable to show
I do my best to keep it all inside
But my heart is breaking like the ocean's tide
I am at the point of complete despair
Its like I'm downing, gasping for air
I tell myself "It won't last forever"
But how will I be able to put my heart back together?
How an I mend the chattered dreams?
All the hopes I had are pointless it seems
How can I keep pushing through all this pain
My own life I am unable to maintain
Life is a silent killer and I its prey
It hits me harder and harder every day
All of life's constant eternal blows
Are what have put me... In my all time low...