A Bright Tomorrow...??

What should I do??
Or How could i do it??
I could do it right now,
or live and go through it
I don't know how much more
of this pain i can take...
I feel as if I'm about to break!!
These scars on my arms,
I'm afraid will never fade,
For the monster that brings them
never seems to go away...
Should I tell someone??
Would they think I'm crazy...
Should I keep it to my self??
Which would be crazy...
I wish someone could help me,
find my way through it...
Only I dont know,
who could possibly do it...
but if by chance
someone happens to find out,
I just hope they lead me
to a bright tomorrow...
But that wont ever happen,
Every time something good happens,
something bad is just
right around the corner...
So why should i
live to see tomorrow??
Cause all i do is
greive and feel sorrow...
Who knows what will happen...
something may or may not happen
Maybe I'll live through
this pain forever...
or just maybe someone will come along
and help me...
So for now i will stay,
but i will always be praying,
hoping and even wishing
That someone leads me to,
A Bright Tomorrow...