It really is a nice night

It really is a nice night.
For laying next to someone who you love, but you don't know if they love you back.
For sharing your heart with someone and not knowing if it will be cared for or crushed.
For knowing the hurt that comes with the morning, knowing you'll dive right back into it the next night.
For wanting to share your soul will someone who isn't ready to commit.
For staring out this window unable to sleep, while they sleep peacefully.
For trying to open a door that may be shut permanently.
For having everything in your arms and containing the rage of being unable to keep it there.
For knowing that total happiness if within your grasp and you can't reach it, because it won't reach back...

It really is a nice night.