Friend zoned

Tears rolling down my lonely cheeks cutting me like a knife
All the years of searching, I've wasted half my life
There she was crude as can be but she was playing a part
In her eyes I seen a loving soul that was familiar to my heart
Beautiful, kind, funny and smart
My heart can only break because we are far apart
I'd give her the world to have just one day
I think I'd die because I'd just want to stay
All I can do is admire from a far
No matter what the act I know who you truly are
So I'll continue to write these poems in hopes that you see
All in the hopes that you finally notice T
Tears rolling down cutting like a knife
Being stuck in the friend zone is not a good life.