uncertainty of steps

the more i stay still the harder it gets
But when I try to do something about it
It feels as if there is nothing happening
I want to get past this stage
But it’s almost like stepping out of-
Into unfamiliar phases
With so much complaining resulting to it
probably should just give in anyways
Ha, what’s so hard about it
everything, all the steps, the talks and emotions.
Or maybe I’m just scared to see what’s in those unfamiliar areas that I tend to dismiss