Away From You

Looking at the mountainside
I got all mushy and misty-eyed;
My ride is moving opposite your direction,
Moving away from your love & affection.

I've been very firm with my decision
But as the bus drove away, I felt hesitation;
Confusion is starting to envelope me,
As I took the first step of my uncertain journey.

Most parts of me know that I should move along
But some little parts are broken and I feel so alone;
Part of me wanted to run back to your side,
I'm really confused.... which decision should I abide?

I wanna go back to the safety of your arms
I kept picturing your smile & irresistible charms;
We've just parted, barely minutes ago,
But it seems as if, I can't keep up w/ the show.

My heart starts to feel this heavy load
Without you by my side, I feel so cold;
I know I have to take this huge risk,
But how I hope, I didn't have to do this.

I will miss you, you're such a huge part of me
But I have to stay strong and continue my journey;
Days ahead will be so lonely without you,
But I'll have to brave it cause this is something I have to do.

I will miss u. I will miss us.