After the pain

Most of us woman hate to be alone.. We feel as though our happiness within will be gone.. We stand and wanna take and take.. But wrecking ourselves and kids for a no good sake.. We stand constantly saying things would change.. "He loves me"; "I know things will rearrange".. So we tend to feel sorry for him and allow yourself to take the pain.. All the sorries spoken, we slowly make ourselves insane.. Playing the role to the outter world that things are so clear.. But when alone, we constantly with no sleep shedding a tear.. Strong beautiful lady this is not your style.. Pick up your face and do what u couldnt in a while.. Be happy and never let another guilt beat u down.. U too smart and beautiful to be stressed with a frown.. This is the time u choose your happiness first.. Cause he's always seeing his as your mind's at a burst.. And trust i know it's not easy to let go.. But it's just as easy as what u living day to day though.. A real man cant be found holding your heart to someone dont care.. Give another a chance to love u as though what u dont get there.. Pray and ask God to bring you through.. Every relationship sent forth, isnt meant for you.. But when u find the one, you'll definitely know.. You'll begin to feel your heart and soul began to glow.. So shake back my sisters, it happen every now and then.. But as time will go, your heart will gradually mend..