I love you

I said "i love u" thinking thats how i felt
Knowing deep down i was confused.
I said "i love you" thinking thats what i was suppose to say, not knowing the real meaning of love. I wanted you. But deep down for some reason being with u felt wrong and right. That doesnt make sense i know.
I said "i love you" because... well i guess your right i didnt love u. My intention was never to hurt u. My feelings for u.... well i confused it with love. I was infatuated with u. I realized it and i wish i would have realized it sooner but i didnt. Confusing love and infatuation is...... u cant tell the difference at first. I wish u could see my heart and know i wasnt doing this on purpose but u cant...... The only thing i wish is for u to forgive me.