Inside Out

My thoughts of internal damnation
Self sabotage of epic proportions
 Raining down fire of obomination
My fear of succeeding without
NO MORE BLEEDING
They say healing's within my sight
So why the f*ck I am receading
For every step I take forward
I fall back two or slide in a crack
Breathing in yet hopeless doubt
Only to exhale my regression out
Silent tears without the screaming
Heal my pain without the bleeding
Beg and beg, I beg to better
But acute chronic depression
Is the only answer for my
Lonely diabolic obsession