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Dear Hebrew Israelite Community



I'm gonna say everything that I want to say so here it is to the Hebrew Israelite community
I think the Hebrew Israelite community in Israel is a joke,
Yahuah forbid for me to slip up and choke,
Then they cast my family out with a community vote.
We're not perfect so what's next?
We get tossed right out of the community,
I saw so called holly Hebrew Israelites rape, molest, abuse and break every rule they tell us not to do then come for my throat
I shared my thoughts on my community but my words got attacked by my so called friends and family about my "Hebrew Israelite hate speech"
I bet money no one can handle half of the pressure that I handle daily,
Ha but yet they hate me
I didn't "answer correctly" by telling the truth about who they really are?
Come on I stayed quiet for years but now it's my turn,
Our so called messiah and leaders let us down with all the preaching yet sinning at the same time
But now it's time for me to put all out so get in line
But I'm not the only victim of our community abuse,
If you're from "The Village of Peace" in Israel then you know that I'm telling the truth.
Growing up in that community I got picked apart for every little thing that I do
"Angel Woodland is......." Shut up, like any of you walked a day in my shoes
And it's funny because the people that talk shit about me are the loudest online but the most quiet in person
I call that keyboard courage
But walk pass silent like muted rats
He say she say Angel what? Stay away from her, don't believe her she's faking you people"
Society made me go crazy but now I won't let it
But believe me I used to let it
Haha get it "I let it"
Tried to stay in line but that community is a cult, there I said it
"Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel", Have you even read it?
The people in that community are under the thumb of their messiah and elders
They're not saviors they're imposters that are disguised as righteous and teachers
So if you're a member of the community they're over you
They can do whatever they want to you physically and mentally speaking that they please to do as long as you're walking perfectly with Ben Ammi Carter to
Y'all don't believe me do y'all?
Then why does Hebrew Israelite discipline exist?
Hebrew Israelite discipline what's that? it's the bible with our community sick little twist
First if you don't do everything they say you get beat and put on their version of house arrest
Then sometimes they shave your head and tells your an abomination to the community
Then The people whose all sinners names are announced to the whole community on a list
And if that doesn't humiliate you into following there rules nothing will
So then your handed over to the messiah to be beaten and band like it gave him a thrill
I thought the Bible said kindness leads to repentance
So then why did my messiah throw hatred intentionally while intentionally trying to evoke fear in his people
I remember those little meetings where our community embraced the younger adults in front of everyone to get them to repent their sins
Same people that tried to get us to repent were the same people accused of rape thanks a lot to my two cents
So too bad if I'm anuses
I hope someday all the kids that suffered sues them, me too
Get it? Another line goes over you all's head
Another enemy of mine whose left for dead
Another line crossed over you all's head
Loved by the people but trashed by the Hebrew Israelite press
My community literally say that their handing us over for the destruction of our flesh
But claim that I can be saved by our community discipline if I can confess
Confess? To who? My messiah, my elders and priest like I'm a fool?
So they can do work on me,
Work on me? They need to do work on themselves
The religion was beaten into me from a child to
What am I supposed to do when suddenly I'm made to look like a monster and being falsely accused
Give my power to that community and agree to the abuse?
No way in hell would I ever be that stupid
So I got online and I let loose
And I called out every person from that community to
Sick of the lies, none of it's true
Little girls and boys getting screwed
Angel Woodland Turn Predator
Who would have knew
They did it to me and they did it to everyone else in that community to
Repent, repent but everything I'm saying is the truth
Everything that the people in that community are telling the public is not near true
Mixed with lies about me and my family It's like a witch hunt to crucify me
They want me to roll over and bow down to their lies to
Forget that, for 25 years I was so sick of being lied to
I felt like killing and I wanted to die too
Then I heard my mother's name get mentioned and up goes the tention
I kept my mouth shut when my sister But when they mentioned my father's name with the word rape
Slaughtering these bastards became my main mission
I'm a woman of god before I'm a Hebrew Israelite
My own uncles molested me and my sister but yet we get treated like the criminals while they're treated like victims
But social media got gassed up With lies like there she is sick her
So y'all better sit up and listen
I'm done being lied about and falsely accused
I've got my receipts and screenshots to
So I'll do me and let them do them
But stop with the bull shit about spiritual righteousness when you all are sinning to
They peruse young adults and children for sex and they're being lied to
But if anyone wants to come at me with a story I'll tell mine to
But wait I really didn't want to do that because it'll hurt the people I love too Because the same people that did those things to me were friends and family too
What about them? Does that mean I get all of their guilt to?
It's crazy that my own community and family put me through
And for me it was the fire but it only refined me
I put two middle fingers up and I will always define me
Over $100,000 a month earnings to me Suddenly everyone wants to get behind me
Or at least they say they've been calling I was toxic when I was falling but I gave it a year and dusted myself off and got back on my thrown
The Hebrew Israelite community is a circus and I was one of the main act
From A brainwashed Israelite to a Golden Girl
Now I'm getting bookings and all the "friends"
Honored and adored in every city I win 77 of those getting applause from every end
All across the nation on my own customized jet
I had regained the people's trust
But inside I was going nuts
And I couldn't take it anymore
So I got up and walked out and slammed the door
And my middle finger made my community go nuts
And it just made my confidence go up
And the more that my community trashed me the more that Yahuah had my back and to be honest I don't deserve all of that
Ever been used or molested and abused Nope? Well that was my childhood every day
But I got lawsuits locked and loaded headed their way
I'm not finished yet I got a lot more I want to say
My friend I have been here before
Bullied and punked, beaten and dumped
Thoughts of suicide cause of the words of my bullies
My anger starts to brewing
Hope to see them all die slowly
Do you all understand the pain I'm in?
No one understands fully that's why they jump to conclusions
I told the leaders of the community that I was leaving and not coming back
But they said it's not right
I couldn't just leave a cult so I came under assault
A public humiliation instead of a community conversation t
They told my childhood friends to break all association including representation as my friends on Facebook and all other social media
I got laughed at and beaten in my school yard as a teen
This was some time back when I was 16
Angel is unrepentant for breaking the community rules
Old schools tossed me into the sailor and cased me to the devil to let me perish, let me perish
The messiah says monster and the rest of the community repeat just like parrots
I've always been mistreated in my life And these stories are from years before
But the current Angel Woodland is suddenly a horror
And I was or at least I had been
But I had asked Yahuah to forgive me for all of those sins
If they were even that
I don't know where my faith is at
Because I put too much of it in that community and it got me nothing but hurt
The community got angry that they couldn't really toss me to satan
It's not enough of you folks to kill off Angel
And as much as I talk shit about that community and it's lifestyle
I'm sorry for not standing up to Edgar when he beat on my mother
I'm sorry for not standing up to the elders when they walked all over my mother when she was too weak to fight for what was right and true
But she didn't want to see her kids ripped away from her to so he gave away her freedom to them
I'm sorry I ever called you my community
I'm sorry I didn't say all of this earlier and publicly
I would've never done to them what they did to me and my family
Their actions was pain not positivity
I almost took my life from me
It wasn't fun for me
"But Angel your like a daughter to us"
I remember the way you all loved me with my richness but hated me in my lowness
I remember when they told me I was family
Turns out not even friends
If Yahuah forgives and forgets why is it a difference between my sins and there's and there sins and mine
I feel like I'm under a curse
And I know that I'm called to be set apart
But what do you all expect from me when I've been picked apart since I were a kid
You all throw dirt at me and I got dirt that you all hope I keep
"Angel your getting ugly"
No I'm lethal trust me
They almost killed me
Tried to ruin my reputation by humiliation
Rumors mixed with he said she said all over the nation
And I hailed my tongue with patience
Giving it time sitting back and laughing
We're all in this together so if I'm going down we're going down
And if they're paranoid I'm laughing
And if they get in my way I'm passing
Because I have something on the horizon amassing and it looks amazing
It's a following of thousands of followers that praise me
And that's not what's beautiful
It's that the feeling is mutual
They love me and I love them
And we get each other out the pits that we're stuck in
So to everyone whose bullied me and sucked me into drama because I didn't fit in
Listen I want to tell you all something I should've been told
Yahuah loves me even when people don't
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Angel Woodland

Angel Woodland was born and raised in the Middle East in Dimona, Israel. She is a social media personality, songwriter, poet, model, novelist, IDF soldier(Israel Defense Force) brand ambassador and web and graphics designer. Featured in many magazines Angel has experiences that spans nearly every scope of the entertainment industry. With a strong work ethic, broad appeal and beauty, her ability to touch Hebrew and English speaking audiences are limitless. dedicated and loyal to her fans, her Followers on Instagram, Facebook, Tumbler & Twitter. more…

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