Will the arguments still matter

When they put me in my grave will all the arguments still matter ?
When the words are exchanged are they going to be regretful or madder ?
Is my image of the victim so important to you? That even when I’m dead it collects in your head making sure others see me the way that you said ?
When they throw dirt on my coffin is the hurt from my demise or is the dirt that is thrown the words justified ?
I tell u take it one moment at a time and is the hurt that we cause to each other worth it ? Are u guna fall to the earth telling me I deserve it
Or are you guna stand there and talk about how I was so great but just the other day you told me that you hate .
You hate me for that and for this . Telling me that I was a piece of shit .
Yet the world hears from you I was as happy and light as can be .
The greatest woman known but deep down in that coffin is still dirt that is thrown .
So at the end of the day will the arguments still matter ? When I’m inside my coffin will u b satisfied or beg God to forgive you and ask for more time . Yelling at me asking me why ?! And when I said I would take all the blame . It meant 6 feet under so your happiness and life would remain .
So at the end of the day will the arguments still matter ?