Lost in my own life

I'm crying and hiding every night
I'm just a visitor in my own mind
Everything starts and everything ends
No more lucky days, no more loving friends

Stop hiding their secrets, start being hopeless
And get ready to hell
Doesn't matter if you are fucked up or clueless
Hope you don't expect they'll help

To annoy, harass and bother
I remember those times when I was five
Don't want to live like this further
Just choose between quiet death and awful life

Sitting in a corner, so cold, so scared
True is, that none of you really cared
But I don't really mind
'Cause every person I knew was blind