Dope Forever

Dope for life...
I don't feel guilty..
I don't feel shame...
It doesn't brother me the pain it brings..
I fake it too well...
I will never tuck my tail...
With my stem in one hand...
And Jesus on my lips tha next...
My soul isn't  concerned...
It don't even be vexed...
How many relationships have I spoiled??
How many soul I lead to Satan??
How many has he gotten ??
See my appearance..
I have dope seeping through my pores...
I've gotten sunken jaw bones...
The dope man can have everything I own....
I am a fake, a fraud, a career dope head at best....
So if you are in recovery....
I'll hold you back..
I'll tell you that there 's no room for that..
I can tell you all the what if's...
yet god is writing the story....
And having his willpower isn't on my list...