Hating Missing You.

I miss loving you.
Our laughs being remembered in my soul.
Your endearing words made me smitten.
Our lost embrace made me whole.

I loved to hate you.
The pain of my heart calling your name.
It was so easy to loathe you
When you said you never felt the same.

I am hating missing you.
Time and time again I chase after the fire.
The familiar pain of being burned hits me every time.
You are the light, I blindly believe I so desperately require.