Dale my love

If I could reach you through the trees and feel you one more time. I know I would once again feel alive. My soulmate I know you are. The Lord has brought us so far. I used to push you away, I used to run from your love. I'll never forget that day. That day I left you sitting at the hotel, the way your eyes looked still makes my heart melt. If I could just tell you how sorry I am. You deserve so much better. You are such a ana amazing man. Drugs and trauma have always ruled me until Jesus found me and made me see. He has opened my eyes to so many things, he has given me a second chance and I Believe. I'll see you again one day no matter what it where. I pray for you love and peace no matter the glare. You are priceless my love. You always have been. I'm so sorry I hurt you because of trauma within. To our babies who aren't babies anymore. I'm still praying for their healing and an open door. For them to know their momma and know it was never them. I was dead loving in constant sin. I long for the days you wrap your arms around me and tell me I'm safe. The day you say you love me and wouldn't have it any other way. Goodbye for now, I have to let you go. Gods telling me it's my time to grow. Every second of everyday I will think about you and go over in my head those memories we had in our bed. I love you so much and pray I can find a way to make all these years up to you in ever kind of way