I'll Overcome!!!!

Just another hurdle to overcome.. myself.. In which

overcame... time 4 the kid extended.. foolish mistakes, deprived from my twenties.. only to motivate me to drive Bentley's.. all of my aims weren't so hefty.. (trash) millions to chase risks I was takin' for pennies.. awakened matured in the pen wit regrettin' observant of niggaz who fakin' they' friendly.. only minority- solid, is seen very rarely.. peepin' the whole scene, deciet- greed and envy..dealin' wit the deprivation of freedom gets heavy..don't wanna put all the blame on myself, vent out frustration to only the few who would help me...had to ask God why have you left me...? every, way to rationalize through both eyes my spirit was empty..full to the max of spendin' splurgin' the money on drugs never enough, even when had plenty... felt like who I was surrounded by was just out to get me...focused on me, wasn't no where near focused fully..interpret I'm chosen cuz at my lowest when they was goin' against me...Jesus showed me that during regression.., mentally tested, could I step outta the path of misdirection..?@s my love outta sight, outta mind- way too much time.. just a line written steady way to repetitive... pain, all the levels in it..angels fallen, so many devil's in it...no point in dwelling, just tryna boost the percentage.. stocks dog, I want investors... top y'all, thats where I'm headed..hopefully heaven will call, when all, is said, with the Lord, don't want dissention.. there's no question.. be above all the hatred.. that come with any extra attention.. solidarity all I needed..now the goal, feedin' who I'm supposed to be feedin'.. from barely feedin' myself..brief starvation, of fucks I wasn't really regardin' of givin.. but knew selfishness couldn't overtake me was not gonna give in..but in part, a part of me...wouldn't let go to hold on 2 unknowns- even knowing from where I started- slowly goin'.. from a potential that was a rose growing from concrete, stalled in.. bloom,-belief of overly ownin' all odds against me to surely fall or be faltered.. and issues lingered into the soul feelings of not being wanted...like the more the hormones grew, then went the vulnerability, to solve..unfinished, mysteries, that caused an internal misery,wit outer flaws- detonated, designated-to where crooks is redirected, indefinite, the only world I barely ever knew they keepin' me separated... aww f*ck..Awestruck by walls provoking, the heart of one.. who still relished in thoughts of "work which couldn't surpass the art of fun"...2 stagnant to be progressive.. which kept me from prosperous expectations and funds...but now who's stoppin' me while my new found love of a hobby is collecting income of wisdom...? I will overcome..(Pt.1)