Terror



I might as well be inside a bullet shot from a gun
I knew how he must have felt,A man with a powerful secret
A man who owned his own private tornado.


Perpetuated

He was a bad actor,I knew that the minute I saw him.
Always grinin like an egg-suck dog i bore him
That was when they were just startin out here and that fat f*ck Ullman ,he woulda hired the Boston Strangler if he'd ve worked for minimum wage.
Was a ranger from the National Park that found em(dead).the phone was out hideous face
All of em up in the West wing on the third floor,froze solid to the delirious way
Too bad about the little girls ,Eight & six
they was cute as cut-buttons body in pieces like crate of sticks
Oh ,that was a Hell of a mess
That Ullman ,he manages some honky-tonky resort place down in Florida sell out the mess
He caught a plane up to Denver and hired a sleigh to take him up here to the Overlook
the roads were delayed like some stoner group
Can you believe that his shoulder shook
He about split a gut trying to keep it out of the papers,
pretty good considering the reputation this place has got on paper
I expected some reporter would dig it all up again, just sorta put Grady in it as an excuse to rake over scandals for fun & games
Any place or person has got em based on publicity ask Stephen K


But whoso shall offend one of these little ones..it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.




Only after the Today was did I realize what God was telling me through ms Grandma's tears after anointing me
A hippie guy bypassing me at a train track and he tells me to walk over don't be concerned of what's lying ahead, just walk by faith
The nigga was God
.
Sleepy dreamin seein creepy hallows drinkin fluids flowin down ma cardiac I'm feelin weird
The weight of this nightmare wearing me sinking me into an ocean of fear
Running yet can't hide His everywhere tearing ma perception of life to focus on what He urges inside I hear
Facin the Devil in the E.Y.Es believing God's church is inside here
It's not easy nor hard to see the animosity that evil forces cause to leave in lies between darkness & light of things it's like the pressure of peers
The scale breaks as ma mind weighs me down its hard to measure whats near.
God for you theres fear out here that goes beyond words out clear .
My surface is myself Under which to witness Today's youth buried without fear


Roots everybody has yet scattered everywhere like bottles of beers feelin awful to lose another piece on this chessboard what do I do
So rhetorical to me myself and God who knows the mind of the heart in the way it looks inside out to the truth it can prove
Im not trustworthy enough to prove myself to keep yo in the loop
Jude you in a endless hole thinkin approval is the goal to shut up the truth
A ghost comes out of the unconscious mind
It's You
Groping my sill: It moans to be reborn!
It's Who
The figure at my back is not my friend;
It whisper in ma lobes for the deep view
The hand upon my shoulder turns to horn them
Like a beast using telepathy just to meet you

So you know how fears tastes ,I thought soToo
The blood drippin down my lips to these black shoes I'm wearing as ma flow traps on you
God flooding my mind with conviction as I track back to when I was Zach Jude.
Time you found out considering all you're written on  the subject in school
Yo sinful intent causin yo to take action no matter the outcome of effect on you
Mathew dropped out of school to change his life through cash yet he relapsed back to lose
Niggas can't abstain from the flesh but the spirit can face facts askin a fool if you can taste that boy yo confused
Money trees rooting through blood hard labour like choices yo can't look back to
While listening to the pastor in church as he speaks the lie infront of the truth
About discerning evil forces playing God in the mind of Spiritual view
A women verbing across the street askin for water to drink while I'm reading book
She opens up about her childhood trauma, I think about how spiritual she looks
She's afraid of losin her own daughter too yet this led to get biblical hooks
She could be a testament of God's work when ma art hits inevitable moods
She's image of Mona Lisa showin ellusion while her motive decieves you fools
This made me get physical on this flow with horrible sword on this terrible beat ,abuse this women in surgery as the hospital blow up into  clinical mood

How many human eyes,had snatched glimpses of their secret anatomies,down the passage of years.as I meet this analogy
He confronts me in a crossroad life's made at me
This Dark force inducing me with dark magic as I see the Dark fantasy pulling me towards a black hole it's blasphemy
God backin me with his rebuke as I repent for .a fallacy
Realizing it's all in the mind from another dimension hitting me factually
Fearlizing the presence of God drowning me back in time tragically

 the core of Him and creation eternally the mystery I'm tryna seek
Findin it in the reflection of the river lookin down as I kinda breach in conscious of God’s Self breakin the ceiling reaching the highest peak.
His breath released the flesh of His soul in mind and heart to rebuild society
Its abyss as my place’’beyond time and space emanates what can happen when I lie about ma priorities
God puts me there with ma pair of black Nike airs pressing me back there to  square one telling Zach You and me ain't Square Son
I was only strikin puberty getting bullied physically facin it spiritually, it was hard to share Mom
It was rage pouring down ma eyes as these dumb onions literally gave me a punch
In the furnace I burnt this with a lighter and gasoline for lunch


Taking life by the neck with a Craftsman hammer  ,thinkin this thru
Killin this kid for messin with ma tools it's rude
As I'm praisin God Jude be feelin Charlatans anger sinkin into the worst view
Colossal emotion for the things I've done & how hard it is to make up for who to burst to
Feelin people's hurt of what they've been thru to why they hv no manners ,ma hearts beating to merge thru this dark abyss to drive a perspective of this verse to reverse to.
I hate wicked intent towards wise words that divert the diverse truth
It's like losing so many heart beats from so many Instrumental people that love would wanna curse you

I'll make it to the light when I open ma lobes to you God
 I'll make it to the light if I walk by faith not by sight I see you God
I'll make it to the light no matter the consequence of dyin from the Sun of God
Bright light ,no more fright,up all night, what a night under the sun God




In a way it was the fire tht made me a man or more.
I can't plan ahead bc I can't boast about tomorrow as I'm  understanding the door
I got keys ,gorilla bars locks to unlock this chamber of secrets at hand to the palm holdin God's plan to gorge with a broom over stars
yet ma desire seeks to plant who I am on Mars
However how do you get attached to hopes ,dreams that never see God's plan open the doors


Will you speak wickedly  on God's behalf.
Will you speak deceitful for him.
Will you show him partiality.
Will you argue the case for God.
Would it turn out well if he examined you.
Could you deceive him as you might deceive a mortal.
Would not his splendour terrify you.

All God's children get weary when they roam.


God's fury which has been poured full strength into the cup of His wrath.
Seven APs from heaven completed God's wrath.
Sea of glass glowing with fire standing beside those who had been victorious over the beast ,it's image ,over the number of its name.

Then I saw three impure spirits that looked like frogs ,they came out of the mouth of the dragon,the beast, out of the mouth of the false prophet
They are demonic spirits that perform signs,they go out to the kings of the whole world ,to gather them for the battle on the Great day of God Almighty .

I saw that the woman was drunk with the blood of God's holy people, the blood of those who bore testimony to Jesus.
This calls for a mind with wisdom.
The woman you saw is the great city that rules over the kings of the earth.


Fallen .Fallen is the woman
She has become a dwelling for demons
A haunt for every impure spirit .
Haunt for every unclean bird.
Haunt for every unclean and detestable animal
For all the nations have drunk the maddening wine of her adulteries.
The kings of the earth committed adultery with her.

The merchants of the earth grew rich from her excessive luxuries.

.

The most terrible new thing was this fear.
Fear of not being alone.
Children's imagination had a certain raw power that evil underestimate.
Many adults could be deceived without knowing they are deceived
It had even fed on their terrors ,their glands could be tapped ,opened so that all the chemicals of fear flooded the body and  salted the meat.
Fears of children were simple but powerful.
By the bonding of seven imaginative minds its own tools can be used against its evil.

Belief has a second deep edge.


Merely crossing the distance is quite imaginary.


What I was doing that day was concentrating on being in two places at the same time.
It was like simultaneously patting your head and rubbing your stomach.
Part of me had to stay with my physical body,


Ma intent is the fear of God to deduce what I honor in words of wisdom ,it's clear marks in His rod and staff as I can't talk or laugh
Writing this verse in the kitchen while the present stalks me with the past
The righteous comes to terms to listen as His walk  in God is patient ,His path is hardly ever taken in the absence of light
Who am I to judge the actions of what you can't do right
It happens on more than one occasion when the fools scoff the Upright
This is God's purpose truly to defeat the enemy wearin fake masks hiding in the furnace
Might be compensatin good people fryin bad like clowns frontin on the ring in circus
These mortals do not know what path they ve taken to walk after dark spirits preys on yo life service


It's always darkest before the dawn
This elderly chestnut occurred to Rob Martin as the ambulance he drove rolled slowly along Upper Marlborough Street toward home base at Firehouse 3
It seemed to him that whoever thought that one up really got hold of something ,because it was darker than a woodchucks asshole this morning ,dawn wasn't far away
 Dawn with a hangover
The fog was heavy ,smelled of the nearby not si great great Lake
Fine cold drizzle had begun to fall through it just add to add to the fun
Rob clicked the wiper control from intermittent to slow
Not far up ahead ,two unmistakable yellow arches rose from the murk

About this poem

Fear of God on oneself towards multidimensional thinking of people and their minds and behavior approaching the why,what,when,how,and who dictates their particular movements and inpulses

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Written on December 29, 2022

Submitted by judezachary884 on December 29, 2022

Modified on April 06, 2023

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