October Baby

i miss you more
when the passing clouds
make a perfect combination more than ever
with the constant sky
on a quiet October afternoon

i miss you more
when the setting sun
spread its colour to the world
giving the sky nostalgic colours
red, yellow and orange

i miss you more
when October comes
i can't control how i feel
and maybe i don't want to

maybe i want to feel this way
when October comes
so that I'd know how much it hurts
to love you

and maybe
just maybe
in about five six Octobers from now
i might wake up and actually feel
the October without feeling you anymore

but for now, i'll spend this October
with the memories of you
and miss you
more than i missed you
on that one Valentines Day
when i lost you forever