Untitled Feelings

I forgave you for not staying true.
I forgive you for making me blue.
I forgave you for breaking my heart.
I forgive you for tearing me apart.
I forgave you for stealing my light.
I forgive you for bringing me night.

I beg for forgiveness but none is shown.
I beg for your company but am left alone.
I beg for you to let me in.
I beg and beg but never win.
I beg for us to start a new.
I beg and plead but still your threw.

I think of all the time we shared.
I think it seams you never cared.
I think that you have moved on.
I think that you are really gone.
I think that I am going mad.
I think that this is really bad.

I don't know where things went wrong.
I don't know if I like this song.
I don't miss the lonely nights.
I don't miss all the fights.
I don't want you to leave.
I don't want this please believe.

I hope you have a wonderful life.
I hoped you would have been my wife.
I hope only the best for you.
I hoped it would be just us two.
I hope one day you think of me.
I hoped that it was ment to be.

I sit here now all alone.
I sit here now trying to atone.
I sit here now lost and confused.
I sit here now feeling used.
I sit here now wondering why.
I sit here now was it all a lie?


                        By: Dusty Shelden