Feeling of avoiding

Avoiding by few persons
Hurt me more than ever
Is because of my color or my body?
What ' wait a minute are they racist
Mmm maybe idont know
Don't care about that
Some time I feel  lam going. to die
With out any permission or any warning  
But there is a day for me
that day I will fly like a phoenix bird
That day I never avoid a person who used to avoid me cause I know how that felt
Waiting for that day with patience ....