An Awkward Heartbeat

It was on this  day I discovered who you really meant to me
My voice went silent on me but heart kept beating ,saying it all
The words it spoke , you wondered
I only wished I could teleport my thoughts into your head
A kind of symphony where we could synchronize and master the art of love.
I’d be glad if we walked holding hands through the petals, singing a happily ever after
It was rather unfortunate that , you really didn’t understand how much you meant to me
And you had to let  me go
A total misinterpretation of me being a nuisance rather than a blessing
My heart couldn’t stop beating the rhythm in your name
My head hurt so badly; a thoughts explosion because i I went dumb and couldn’t let any word out
I was too scared to say , Cowardice.
And it was obvious how much You’d serve my heart to the crows if I offered to share with you
Maybe I truly had to understand
Maybe destiny had a grip on this
It wasn’t you and I
I had smiled and channeled energy on the wrong side
After all I didn’t belong here on your love planet
My good old lover , you’d become .
My love flag for you I was going to lower forever.
A murder mystery, as it will be , my love for you will be gone to soon
You and I , good memories that would fade in the end
It'll be sad story to tell one day, oh dear old lover
You’ll forever remain in my good books