Second Anxiety

Maybe it is creepy and shouldn't be,
to like a person you've just seen,
but the mind starts to run free
creating situations of what could be happening
To be blessed by your caress,
to have the luck to feel your touch
but the fear to get near
is fueled by anxiety and being judged
One anxiety for many things,
and then came you and there were two.
A special thought for you is always there
now I have anxiety for everything and anxiety of you
I'll continue to hide,
sorry I can't be vocal
Hard to say I've tried
but I'll keep this parasocial
There's no need to rush,
you don't need to know me,
just know that I like you very much
please continue being my second anxiety