Endless thoughts

It's me again I'm here,
Where are you?
I've waited so patiently so overwhelmingly so anxiously
And everytime I feel at ease

I feel the water reach my knees
As if you push me
To dark depths unknown,

somedays I'm floating
Other days Im drowning
But every time I find my way out
I never quite feel grown

Some days the water is dark and cold
And other times it's filled with so much warmth
No regrets, I'm on a high
Below the water I'm touching the sky

Never ending ripples I feel
With no ease I barely breathe
Every min of every hour
I wait for your touch to ease my mind
Kill the disease
It's like I'll never live in peace.