A perfect moment always has a goodbye

I know love is not for me
But for some reason I still wanna try
I hate it when I find myself happy with someone
Cause I know that same person is also gonna make me cry
So now have realized all I just need is myself

This deep feelings that hurts so much that I just wanna scream
I just wanna stop loving
Stop thinking there’s someone out there for me
Cause at the end of the day all I just need is myself.

It’s crazy people think I don’t have feelings
Cause I act strong
 I’m hurting, don’t you see?
I know love is a beauty Thing but when you try too much and get broken each time then love becomes a tragedy.
Everytime I meet new people it’s like I’m choosing a new way to get hurt.
 
I know I set my guards so high that they see it and know I’m still insecured.
Even if I give only 50% it still hurts like hell when broken
I once gave my whole % which made me lose everything.
No one can know how I feel no matter how hard I explain
I just wish there was an easy way
Maybe I just need a break from love to feel myself.