Reboot

System overheating ...can't seem to find the cause of my abnormalities
Something is making my files crash while I try to figure out the incompatibilities
Screen is blurry by the constant darkness that keeps flickering in & out
Before venturing outside for new parts just need to be certain in case of doubts

Been asking around searching for answers to what's wrong with my hard drive
The malware probably lies deep inside me that is keeping me alive
Barely functioning but can't do a hard reset since I can't rollback the clock to fix the issues
Instead of hanging on to dead weights that deny the world of the real me because I haven't got a clue.

Probably should've put a warning sign on every newborn or prepared some backup type server
Because once they venture into the outside world on their own...

The world can become a dark lonely place of endless torture.

When everything is in place and all the important pieces are properly functioning and not overheating
That feeling is something I can't put into words of how amazing that moment can be exhilarating
Until I solve or find ways to deal with the corrupted data lurking inside me that eating my soul
I'll never be able to appreciate whoever standing in front of me and beyond to feel whole

But life is all about the moments and the encounters during the long journey
The road can be tiresome and miserable indeed with the wrong person
But...
I'd like to actually want to believe that there is actually someone out there while I'm still breathing...