Where are you now?

Times are tough,
Seasons becoming rough.
Each day I try to tell myself that It’s fine,
Bending my morals to stay strong.

Each night I try to calm my rage,
Trying to figure out what's wrong.
Each hour I try it to let go,
While sitting all alone

Each minute I try to move on,
Gaining more sleepless nights.
Each second I wish not to mourn,
Even though I'm crying your name.

Drowning in your lovely lies.
You have stabbed my soul,
Promising to never leave.
But see... Where are you now?