UNREQUITTED LOVES REPEAT

I have someone i like, whom i always talk for a about 6 months.

He's too popular, and, the one who always made a crack joke to me.

He's always there, when i'm sad, scared, and alone.

The moment i realized that, i really have a crush on him.

I kinda feel like a stalker, who sit next to him.

I feel kinda half given up for not being too convey for what i feel,
I always get nervous when i'm with him.

And now,
I'm standing here alone and admitting my feelings toward him as i waiting for his reply.

"i'm sorry, but i already like someone else, and she just confessed to me, yesterday. and we're already dating" He said with a sad toned while looking at me.

"I see, it's okay!." I said with a widen smile while doing a thumbs up.

I pushed him as i made a sign that he need to go now, 'cuz i know that his girlfriend was waiting for him.

I know that the problem isn't nervous or shy, it's just i realized that what i feel is too late.

Another day, i was staring at my phone and doing nothing.

But then i decided to go at the library.

While i was walking at the hallway i didn't realized that i got bump with some stranger.

"I'm sorry!." I said as i bow down toward him.

"No, it's okay." He said and smile.

suddenly i fell inlove with this guy whom i just meet at the hallway.

But no, i always tell to my self that i need to be more careful this time or else i might ended up getting hurt.

But i couldn't help fallin' inlove.

It me feel butterfly ln my stomach.

But i always got this feelings as if it has happened to me before.

Because the last time my heart got broken when i admitted my feeling to my crush.

However,

The next day i saw him again and he's now reading books while sitting alone at the library.

I walked toward him as i sit next to him.

It was too ackward because both of us was too quited.

I was about to start talking and great him.

But then i saw him with someone and he seems happy.

"I've always liked you ever since when the day we first met." I said to my mind while looking at the guy i liked, who's now with someone.

I just sigh and smile.

It's seems like my unrequitted loves is finally already end here.