Recommend me a letter

Recommend me a suicide letter-

I'll wait in this cemetery engraved, don't render what you've seen in my most colorful days ... I was not fully me, I was only masquerading as someone I hoped you would hold on to. Furthermore, I know!!it's unbelievable "I killed myself "how uncharted!

Recommend me a love letter-

And you will see me falling as though I've never been broken-hearted before. Watch me persevering all the ignorance I have of love and still diving to drown ...damn, the surface has become tainted by my tears.

Recommend me a poem-

And I will recite it to my soul, poets always assume words can heal everything. But why do all my words never find their endpoints, how much will it take to finally be free of this misery... I call "thoughts ". Why is pain constantly at my door every time happiness starts to feel at home, why am I afraid of happiness? It never last

Recommend me an obituary-

And praise stories of how noble of a person was I. Ask me to rest peacefully, I don't know if I'll listen -I've always opposed what was expected of me.