Im collapsing

Where i should go.
What to do now.
Experience so many persons in life.
Who is trustworthy who is not.
Im collapsing.
Cant trust the person who is religious.
Cant trust the person who is not.
All fakness and lies spread everywhere.
No one left with pure heart.
Im collapsing.
We Proud to be a Muslims.
Follwers of prophet.
Gesture like them.
But at the end salve of our desires.
Cant get rid of it.
Im collapsing.
Our prayers Can't be trusted.
Blaming others to be non Muslim.
Condemned every step of our lives.
That they are for sure placed in hell.
Im asking what about us.
Does we deserve for paradise?
Im collapsing.